I Know Myself Enough To Get By

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Well since you already made up your mind for me....

Can life get any more complicated? yea ok my dilemma is not that grand or anything but it's still causing a constant battle within me. I want a boyfriend just as much as the next girl, but the fact that I keep turnig down guys doesn't really help my cause.
There are three guys that are causing me a great deal of confusion in my already confusing life.

Guy1: Knew him since 8th grade, really sweet, we have a lot in common, gets me, and very attractive. Only see's me as a friend(the last time I checked).

Guy2: I met him when I moved to another state, after a few months he told me he liked me. He's pretty cool, hard to understand, can have a fun verbal spare, and seems to really like me. Not very attractive, and not what I am looking for in a guy.

Guy3: He is a big teddy bear, he is adorable, funny, really cool person to hang out with, and very out going.

I find myself thinking about Guy1 a lot, even though my pessimistic side tells me to get over it and take my chances with Guy2 because as of right now he seems sincere. Plus my sisters like him for me, and keep telling me we would be adorable together and that I should give him a chance. But I'm afraid that during that relationship I might meet someone who meets all the credentials I want in a guy. And Guy3 three meets not one credential but he's so cool and fun to hang out with even in the little time that I met him. And my other sister likes him for me and she also thinnks we look good together and agrees hes a big teddy bear. And the words of my sisters telling me everyday who I should pick really makes me think I should settle for something not near what I want to be 'happy'. But I can't make a boy go through that, It happened once and I vowed never to do that again.

So from day to day all three run in my head, one more so then the others, and it's racking my brain so I thought if I just let it out I'll get a peace of mind and at least some rest....hopefully.

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